gypsygirly's Blog

WE ARE PLANNING TO MARRY. IT IS AN IDEAL SITUATION IN THIS CRAZY WORLD. HE IS STRONG GOOD LOOKING AND STABLE. A RARITY IN THIS DAY. IAM ADJUSTING TO CHANGE. CHANGE CAN BE GOOD,

I am a happy soul. I am with my love. I traveled to bewhere i am and Im loving it!

SANTA CAME AND FILLED MY STOCKINGS WITH A DOSE OF LOVE AND A RAY OF HOPE.  CHRISTMAS LOVE TOUCHED OTHERS IN DIFFERENT WAYS. I BELL RANG. COOKED FOR A LOVED ONE. I VISITED A SICK FRIEND AND FED HER CHICKEN SOUP. I THINK OF JESUS BIRTH, AND REALIZE HE IS WHY I AM ON THIS EARTH.  IT IS WHEN WE GIVE, THAT WE RECEIVE PEACE AND JOY.

Turkeys are tough to come by these days. I was talking to my neighbor today. She said she was having chicken for Thanksgiving. I don't particularly like turkey, except with a lot of mayonaisSe. I don't really eat pumpkin pie, except for ON thanksgiving, with loads of whipped cream. Is it a sign of the times? When I think of Thanksgiving. I think of family, friends, loved ones. Isn't that whats really important? I WILL COOK WATCH THE MACY'S PARADE. MAYBE IF I AM LUCKY I'LL DO A LITTLE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING. I AM GRATEFUL TO GOD TO LIVE IN AMERICA. IT'S THE LITTLE THINGS THAT KEEP US ALL CONNECTED. I WILL ENJOY A FOOTBALL GAME, AND GO FOR A WALK. WITH A FRIEND. THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE CAN  MAKE ONE HAPPY. IF YOU LIVE ON THIS DAY, AND GIVE A PLATE TO A SHUT IN, OR A HOMELESS PERSON, OR INVITE THE POOR OVER FOR A MEAL . YOU WILL KNOW THE REAL MEANING OF GODS GOODNESS TO MANKIND. HAVE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING.

Its sweet and gooey. Brown yet so full of flavor. It melts in your mouth. Childrena nd adults love it. Its a snack, that keeps you coming back for more. Life is like it you never know what your going to get. If the world were made of it this world would certainly be a better place. Better than a diplomat, chocolate can solve the worlds problems.

I went fishing for love and then I got hooked. You took me out of water into your frying pan. I was caught. Now I'm cooked. As I shake my tail. You pin me with a nail, like a trophy on a wall.But can you catch me when I fall?

I am amazed at what you toss, and how you toss it. Holidays are coming. I am wondering what you've got in mind. I know what's on my mind. Another sleepless night. Tossing ,turning my candles are burning. Ktity in a tea pot as time goes by. Peering out the window, you can see why. I am counting on  the winters silvery moon, to shine more light, to help you find your way. You have been here once before. I hope and pray to see your shadow by my door. Because on a cold winter's night, two is better than one.

As I drink my cup of tea I realize its time for another birthday. My ex neighbor just called.  We were born on the same day. I wished her a happy birthday, I love parties. On birthdays I reflect on what I have achieved. If I wake up tommorow I will have a cup of coffee. My birthday will not be planned this year. It will be spontaneous.Maybe I will spontaneously combust, and wake up from this dream called life? Was I dreaming when I saw you leave? You said you'd come back to make my cake. Pour me another cup of coffee,please.

I think of you under my covers, as you brighten my day. I wonder if you realize you have rescued me from many dreary days filled with sorrow. When you chose to care. I knew life was getting better when we talked the other day. We are more relaxed, and mellow. I think we both know what we want, and who we are now. It's not like before. You are more settled. I am more sure, of your sincerity, and strengh. You are a force in my life for good. Thanks for your sharing, what you have. It was good. I will see you Thursday in your world. I will go far  to  have your love. It is good, to be loved and to love. I have found the way to your heart. It  is along the path we call life. To live, laugh, and love, is living life to the fullest. In Gods creation we find man's potential for a full and meaningful life,

Waking up in the shivering cold, I need coffee. I look outside and the clouds seem so dreary. I love finding a warm blanket to cuddle in,and just reading the Bible. While I. listen to to inspirational music. a voice tells me to go for a walk in the park , but, my body says stay under the covers, till the sun shines. Another Southern California day!

I reecieved flowers yesterday from my daughter. They are so pretty and brilliant, like the sun in the summer sky. Yet I see a sorrow deep within her,(her friend is dying of cancer). There is nothing I can do to take away her pain. Growing up can be a hard thing, if a friend is dying. I know it's a part of life. Hopefully, things will get better for her' I do not like to see my child suffer. I give it to God. In His perfect timing, we all fall on our knees, and humble ourselves. He can lift us up when we fall. Time and time again He has carried me through lifes sorrows. I hope and pray that his death does not  leave a print or scar that is too harsh on her. A friends death is never pretty or joyful, they are always missed, just like a piece of a puzzle, in this jigsaw we call life. I know.  I lost a good friend in January due to cancer,( a horrible illness). I miss her deeplyy, and I always carry thoughts of her whereever I go.

As you faded away in the sun I remember a time of dancing and merriment. A time of celebration and exhiliration. As my heart skiopped a beat, the drum pounded wildly. I recall the elders singing as bodies moved to the pounding of the sticks. My brother played the flute. He had a head dress. I know he loved me as he twirled me around to the dancing beat. As we ate deer meat and flittered around the camp I knew I was loved. I was a part of something bigger than me. My dreams were real. With time and effort I can recall those childish dreams; and I realize they are a real force in this thing we call life.

I saw you in the distance fading away in the sun.  I was watching your struggle, and your aloneness. I'm aware that circumstances have seperated us.  Your mental state is oblivious to those whom you've hurt. The pain you've caused others is a sad memorial to life's journey. As you masquerade who you are, I wonder are you aware of what you've done? In life's journey friends need a helping hand, not the pain and heartache you have caused by your actions. As I bless you I feel your aloneness, and I hope in your struggle you find my Lord!

My personal stalker, and the neighbor, have been doing a tag team lately.  I've about had it with their stalking, phone calls, texting, and harassment.  I might have to file some restraining orders.   (.I haven't done this for a few years). Then maybe, I can live in peace. And theyll be no more drama!

This world would be a better place, if people really cared. I have thought I knew the character of some people. They have proved me wrong. I wish some people I know could recant there actions. Maybe this is asking too much. Innocents are hurt in the process. Do they know what they have done? Some people, where do they get their brains?

Unplug me.I am flying, with a copper coil, sand is all around me,pounding me to the ground. I have Crystal socks that clink when I walk. Show me where to go and unload the weights I bear in my soul. Japanese fat lady drinks tea,while spitting all over me. She wears red, but her heart is black, just like her soul. She rides high but I ride low. I feel something burning. I am done.

I am finding out that I am very sensitive. I got hurt by two people recently.I prayed about it . God said in the spirit stand firm. I knew I had to face them in church. I showed them love even though they hurt me. People can wear you out sometimes. But God looks at the hearts. I am hurting tonight because I chose to love. I know God will be pleased because I chose to serve, Like in "Jesus did it anyway", I am showing the spirit of love, to those who have hurt me.

I saw Maria Schriever at the LA Sports Arena yesterday. She spoke to the public about the free medical event being held. I made a comment on EP "Does Maria really care about the working poor?"  No cussing, nothing sexual in nature,but my question was filtered to mature topics. This made me wonder, does EP have a political agenda? I hope not, I am a firm beleiver in free speech. I hate being screened, and filtered, because the powers that be in EP, are afraid of offending the masses with a political question.

On our way to Malibu, my girl friend had mentioned an incident where Robert Downey Junior had wound up naked in a strangers house in Malibu. We had had a wonderful day at the beach. As we were leaving. a black Mercedes pulled up to the curb, it was an unshaven Robert Downey Junior and a beautiful blond. As quickly as he pulled up, he exited by making a u-turn. Only in Malibu, can one be so lucky!

It was an interesting mix in Malibu. I had high expectations. I had not been to a Chumash pow wow since I was a child. It was a beautiful sunny day on the beach. Indians were dressed in their dance regalia. I met and traded with one of them, who turned out to be from Mexico.My cousins, from Redding, California, who I havent ever met  were there. One of them looked just like my sister. My friend was dressed to the tees he danced too. I danced with him in the arena. It was nice to know my heritage, and the other side of my family.  I had a great day basking in the sun, eating Starbucks pastry. I saw a shark in the ocean The shark surfaced and  then it submerged. The end of  a perfect day.