gypsygirly's Blog

Stop smell and pick the roses give a few away and save some for yourself.   ur worth i.t  The little things in life can lead to great things if u handle them properly.  Dont bite off more than u can chew.Even fido has his bad and good days.Be sure to feed him a bone once in a while.

screaming  loud can make your adrenaline rush harder. i scream on occasion. screaming at people might get their attention but silence is golden.learning to keep your mouth shut can take you to high places. You also earn respect, by showing respect towards those closest to you. If I dont scream I am doing rather well.

i tried to go to work but its veterans day. how lucky am i? so i dream of bigger and better deals.Life this week has been pretty easy. human beings seem to be behaving so far. The week isn't over yet. i ha vent heard from my diet buddy? maybe he slipped? I heard from octamom, she is busy working on her seventh son. i am thinking of hiring somebody to post this blog, retarded individuals need not apply.

Waking up I wonder where you are? What are you dong ? Where are you going to? I have no say so about how I feel. What I feel for you is real.  I feel it growing deep inside of me.  I havent felt it for a long time.  But its there waiting for you. When you asked me to marry you I felt special. I felt loved.  Not everone has someone who feels so close to them it seems like their love penetrates their heart. I am the lucky one. The joy that feels my soul is real.

IN THE MORNING I HEAR A RING.  DOESNT SHE KNOW BY NOW I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON?   IN THE AFTERNOON SHE CALLS AGAIN.   DO I WANT TO VISIT HER?   NO  I HAVE BIGGER FISH TO FRY. I REALIZE SHE IS HELPLESS.  TRAPPED IN HER OWN WORLD OF INDIFFERENCE.   SHE DOESNT CARE WHO SHE HURTS ;AS LONG AS HER AGENDAS GOALS ARE MET.   I CHOOSE TO STAY HOME AND GO OUT TONIGHT.   I HAVE PAID THE PRICE OF BEING HER HOSTAGE LONG ENOUGH.    MY FREEDOM FROM HER  IS WORTH A THOUSAND PRECIOUS GEMS, WRAPPED IN A SEA OFGOLD.   I AM WORTH MUCH AND I VALUE GOOD COMPANY.

People ask me what are you doing for Thanksgiving,Christmas?  Holidays for singles can be lonely.  I have a friend that said she was born on Thanksgiving. No one except her mother wants to be with her on that day.  My daughter is going to Big Bear to be with her father on Thanksgiving.  I have only one real invite.  My new boyfriend invited me to spend Thanksgiving with his family.   No correction my girl friend invited me; but she lives too far away for me to travel on that day.  Last Thanksgiving I was holed up with an ailing girl friend in her home. She made a turkey and I bought some pies and sparkling cider.  We had a bloody good time;even though she had a bad case of shingles.  Hope your Thanksgiving and Christmas are happy ones.  They usually are if you take the time to care about somebody else.

i need to go back to work but i dont want to go out the door. will you go for me? my friend told me shes going to go look for work too.  how many people dont have to look for work? hopefully ill never find out because once i start working ill be working. I wont have time for such nonsense.

i saw a carton of eggs watching a horror flick.  a bunch of eggs being whipped by an egg beater, only on the experience projects web site.

she came again i have no say so when it comes to telling her no hopefully shell realize im better off alone

DEATH IS SO NATURAL. I HAVE HAD MANY DEATHS IN MY LIFE. WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO STRIVE HARDER TO FIND REASONS TO LIVE. I QUIT MY JOB NOW I FIND MYSELF RECUPERATING FROM BEING SICK. I ENJOYED YOUR COMPANY FOR AWHILE. NOW I HAVE TO LOOK FOR A REASON TO SMILE. WHERE ARE YOU, MY DEAD LOVER?  I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS SOMETIMES ; BUT WHEN I WAKE UP THE ROOMS SO COLD. THOUGH I AM YOUNG I FEAR IM GROWING OLD.YOUVE SLIPPED AWAY TO SOME JAPANESE GARDEN HIGH ON A HILL.  YOU LEFT BEHIND A MESS TO CLEAN AND BROKE MY HEART WITH CHILL.

today i cleaned my car out and i went shopping  i also had a few friends over to watch its the great pumpkin charlie brown we watched a movie about a mentally ill teenager my girlfriend made buffalo chili and i made albondigas a meatball soup made with vegetables it was nice and cozy all in all it was a good day although i felt like i was going to have an out of body experience i was feeling a little woozy because of the heat and smog while i was outdoors but once i made it inside i was fine

going here going there people stop then dash away the city holds a certain charm every day i go out and find a new path to follow it may not be your path but it might lead to riches drama nature sparkling pools the five senses nonsense cultural experiences or people intertwining in other peoples lives in gods eyes every human has a story thats why i keep going out if you seek you find